Maybe not in every certain life, family is the one we seek comfort from

In every household, there is a girl who craves the support and care they experienced from another shelter. It creeps her out that it may seems different to feel the comfort from their non biological love ones.

Infact, i cannot remember the time when i felt safe and happy inside this house. Hence, it felt more of a cage that we are locked in to. They might have seen me grew up, but they never saw how i really do feel and act.

They easily crumble with their anger and lash out that i dont consider their feelings and efforts.

But have you ever considered mine?

For so long, all i ever wanted was to feel at ease inside this house. All i ever needed was to hear them considering me as their family too. A family member who has feelings.

I am sorry for not talking and being silent around you. I hope you feel that i am no longer considered you as my solace